Friday the 13th

Yeah, I know it's technically Saturday now. But Friday the 13th probably has been one of the worst days this year. Okay this year has been pretty shitty, but in the past few months, there is a good chance that today was one of worse days I've experienced:

-Pissed
-Annoyed
-Depressed
-Feeling shitty
-Regretful

I hate my life so much right now. I know I said this is in the last post but I don't want to go to the conference tomorrow. It's not that I dislike Churchy things. Do I?

I don't think so...? Hmmm. I'm not spiritually dead, maybe a little spiritually dry or something. Ugh...I hate this.

Maybe I should sleep....

Ugh...Religion. What is it about this that has....faded recently. :/